“Death is Time’s true companion”.


Protected: Be Still My Heart

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These Days

These blood red eyes
Don’t see so good
But what’s worse is if they could
Would I change my ways?
Wasted times and broken dreams
Violent colours so obscene
It’s all I see these days
These days


Eyes Like Candles

I’ve waited and waited for someone to take it
Don’t fight it, don’t bother an inch for another
Don’t listen, don’t hear them, they’re in this together
I’ve learned well; now hear me, there’s much to be fearing
I’m used to your absence, your faceless distraction
I’ve painted your patterns but found them attractive
Now I’ve been leaning towards a life far more candid,
Though lead through the dark with your eyes as my candles
Where your life and my life’s directions can wrangle
And all of a sudden you’ve left me to handle
The reasons that never forbid me to stand tall
And somehow, oh somehow I found out the secret
To staying alive without actually breathing


A beast drags its feet along the corridor and creeps into my door; sliding its body against the walls, heading towards my bed – its thick, coarse and jet black fur brushes my skin and goosebumps run all over my body . A shudder painfully descends down my spine. I lay crippled with fear, with the senseless delusion of closing my eyes to make it disappear. My breathing speeds up, my palms start to sweat and a large knot has tightly strung in my stomach. With no warning, its paws grab my neck and its sharp, brown fingernails rip my throat apart, my muscles and vessels beat in, out, in, out: shocked to be revealed; its teeth find their way to my chest and repeatedly pierces my heart with vengeance. All the inspiration, happiness and hope leave my body at once – Gone. Never to return. Vanished.

My eyes are sore and a piercing headache hits me as I awake, trying to salvage any piece of me remaining from this ordeal.